Its been a few weeks since I've written, since last I have finish FM with less than stellar marks.  Only 3 more tests to pass then I'm finished with this hell hole.

I was out of the apartment for no more than an hour throughout the entire weekend, I feel like a troglodyte.  I finished watching Fire Fly, played Eve for a long time, and watched a documentary on Luther.

The documentary really agreed with my ideas in university about the reformation - that is was a secular matter over civil liberties made possible by the secular powers orchestrated by a man who genuinely believed in this God crap.  I liked how he viewed the Pope and peasants as the instruments of the devil.  I suppose today the equivalents to this are those who manage and run the world's central banks, and under them their goons (media, bureaucracy, and those who cannot think for themselves are doomed to be the tools of those who will do the thinking for them).

Last I wrote I was in a shit hotel, let me write on what was in it:

1.  dog food left over from the previous guest
2.  all the furniture chewed and rotten
3.  no working hot water
4.  no working internet
5.  carpet soiled and wet
6.  fridge and appliances rusty and filthy.
7.  freight train passing by every 30 minutes blaring a horn three times.
8.  locals disgusting and foul - the inn keeper a fat slob with his gut hanging out, with trash piled around everywhere.
10.  spiders and bugs crawling around everything inside.


that's all for that.  since then i went to ottawa for a weekend, all i did was sleep.  i have a quiz tomorrow - which will be interesting.  i since moved into a room downtown.  the place is falling apart, i have little privacy, and is quite disgusting, but at least i have a room to myself so i can snore in peace and there is free internet - something i never knew how much i missed until it was gone.

i have to sleep now. tomorrow is another day closer to getting out of here.

may as well update this thing.

I finished AM this week - 3 more exams to go.  i shopped around for a shitty place to lay low and relax for the last month here but it didn't work out.  i found what appeared to be a nice place - glowing reviews on trip adviser, good price, free internet and all that but it turned out to be a nightmare.  the internet doesn't work - there is a train right across the road that goes barreling by every 10 minutes - drunk toothless scumbags everywhere and it's a long drive to the base.  When I got into the room it - well, it made miss the murder hotel. 

Fuck  I paid for the month already and if they don't give me a refund tomorrow I'm calling visa to cancel this payment.  Oh yeah my GPS decided to die on me too - again.  Not even resetting it will help.  I think it's dead now for good.  Plus I'm stuck on the other side of the country with no permanent address and a car that has its insurance run out in 3 weeks. 

Not to mention the money situation.  It's getting worse and worse everyday plus credit is getting smaller.  I predict I'll be bankrupt in less than a year. 

Okay I may as well write this out before I pass out.  How to sum up this week - I think one word does it:  Unpleasant. 

Right now someone down the hall is singing very poorly.  He has repeated "Woah ah oh woe woe.  WOE WOE.  HAMMER TIME!" About 60 times and before that was something else really done off key. 

I moved out of the wing senior position thank god.  The place here has shifted further into stupid and I don't want to be a part of it.  Oh a coworker here has finally beat me at heroes 3 after many many many games.  I watched the last matrix movie and confirmed it sucked really bad. 

5 more Wednesdays left.  I have an exam next week and I'll need to step it up if I'm going to pass.  Oh it's funny on how broke I am.  I'm so angry but so tired.  So tired.  Okay sleep now.