I find things are just better if I just accept the fact I'm already dead.  I learned that the Army culture is just like prison or high school - that cliques are very important.  There were two quizzes this week, both which I barely passed and so I'll have to study a lot tomorrow if I'm going to get beyond this course. 

I've been exercising daily and have been seeing some results after two weeks.  I think yesterday effectively killed any more desire I had to go out to clubs.  Had I known how bad this place was I would have avoided it.  There is no early escape.