i think my last post was just after I finished POET.   That was certainly one of the most miserable times during my life.

Soon after I went back home for 2 weeks and it was wonderful.  Ingrid is growing up, and in my time there spent most of it with her and Syl - I did everything I wanted to do except spend more time with them.  The trip back to Borden was sad.  I spent Tuesday in Vaughn watching movies 'cowboys and aliens' (meh - it was okay) and something about apes.

The last three days were sitting around in waiting to start another course on Monday.  People usually get 2 days off once they get back to run around and get their administration stuff done but not me.  The following is my observations on the thing that controls most of the poor students who enter the world of PAT.  Read and learn yee for this information may save you months of pain and torture!


 She is the demon that controls the circle of hell I am in now - vile inside and out. Someone who has lost their youth eons ago, and perhaps as punishment for her sins while young is cursed to believe she still inhabits the body of a woman of reproductive age, but is oblivious to what has happened. She still wears painfully low cut dresses and surrounds herself with things younger women love (calenders of high heels and other nick nacks shiney and sparkley).

This demon has the power over all students awaiting training (with a shrill sarcastic voice, has called us her 'children') and controls whither or not they can get on a course then get out of her domain.  There are stories of her tossing students off a course so they can go shovel dirt in the prairies for the Army.  In my case, I made the mistake of saying that I had finished some of my in routine - and it immediately barked out THEN YOU ARE NOT ENTITLED TO THIS LEAVE - (then started shouting reasons why - the creature must have given this speech before).  Anyway knowing the beast was on an autopilot rant I thanked her, smiled, and walked out as it was still talking.

The beast angers easily, and seems to be a vain and vindictive creature.  Do not anger or provoke it, as it is very territorial and will attack potential threats to its domain viciously.  Do not speak directly to it, when it asks questions answer them as simply as possible, because the beast will twist your words and attack you with them.     

This demon controls this particular domain of hell, best leave it alone and begone of it as soon as possible.  No point in petitioning the devil on whither or not their minions are controlling Hell in the right way.  It is a minor circle of hell, albeit it IS hell, so please please all yee who read this avoid her at all costs!

The rest of the week was uneventful - hopefully I get internet installed tomorrow.  I like my room mate, the staff here so far are enforcing rules that I find to be fair so am not angry with any of that.  This may very well change as they start to tighten the yoke over my neck slowly over the next few months.   Tomorrow I plan a trip down to Vaughn to dry clean my tunic (after the internet guy shows up).